just do it

it's located at get a map, and fuck off

relief

The truth of this all hasn't hit me yet.
My first initial reaction was to cry; .but I just couldn't. It didn't feel right.
Right now, in this very moment I feel relieved.
There will be no more sacrifices for you.
So you can go ahead and be with her.
I hope she can give you everything you wanted.
I'm not sorry anymore that I couldn't.
You no longer deserve that part of me.

this feeling

All I want is for him to want to be with me the way that I do.

insecurity

I thought I could let go of everything you've done so we could move forward.

I shouldn't have to feel insecure if I'm with you. But I'm always questioning everything we have.
When you look at me I don't feel admired;

When you touch me I don't feel loved;

When you say 'I promise' I don't trust you.

So why?

Why do I choose to put myself through this heartache?

I hope I can find my worth in myself; without you.
Because these demons in my head keep telling me that I'll never be enough.

fuck yea buddaaaay

dodge

You do a really good job at avoiding the question.
You talk about irrelevant subjects that don't answer what I'm asking.
You need to be blunt with me. Be as straight forward and to the point as possible.
Your not protecting me by dismissing the truth.
I just want to know where we stand once and for all.
I need to know so I can start to move on with my life. Don't be selfish and keep me for your ego.
Let me go if you don't want me the way I want you.

I want to be free

I close my eyes and I'm home.