insecurity

I thought I could let go of everything you've done so we could move forward.

I shouldn't have to feel insecure if I'm with you. But I'm always questioning everything we have.
When you look at me I don't feel admired;

When you touch me I don't feel loved;

When you say 'I promise' I don't trust you.

So why?

Why do I choose to put myself through this heartache?

I hope I can find my worth in myself; without you.
Because these demons in my head keep telling me that I'll never be enough.